I know we have been through a lot and with all that we have gone through, I promised you ONE THING -- to remain your friend, YOUR BEST FRIEND.
To STAY in your life.
To BE THERE for you.
I am keeping that promise...
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But I will have to do it in a different way. I'm keeping it, but I will have to deviate from the norm.
I am still your BEST FRIEND, but I will now be doing it from a distance and with space.
I'm sorry coz somehow I know that this would be hurting you [or I can be wrong], but from all that I have seen since that day, I have come to realize that my continued presence [not to mention meddling] in your life can make [and has made] matters worse.
Wind I will be in your life now -- caring but without showing myself.
Every message. Every beep. I promise. I will still read.
But my reply would be of prayer form, hoping that, if it is meant to, it could reach your heart and soul.
No changing of contact infos nor deletion from sites -- they all will remain the same.
I guess what I'm trying to say is...
Know and remember that I still care. Have and always will.
With your every sorrow, I feel and sigh...
With your every triumph, I smile and jump high.
With your every obstacle, my prayer I give...
And with every dream, a wind I send to push your wings towards it.
I am, and will always be your BEST FRIEND.
There is no space in my heart that abhors you...
All I have for you is a prayer for your happiness and a heart that truly cares.
One day... When we have both healed... When the past would matter no more... And the pain is but a lesson learned...
In His perfect time...
I will reenter your life, if you'd still allow me to.
But for now my Dearest Friend...
I will be your Sun shining for you from where I'm supposed to be --
Outside your world, so as not to burn and scorch you.
Smile. Soar. Savor.
Always,
iaVember
